Tuesday, February 06, 2007
For my baby,
I love you with all my heart.
My dearest,
I wanna be there for you no matter what.
Through thick and thin I'll love you,
Give you strength,
give you support.
Giving you everything that i've got.
Don't ever stop loving me my dearest.
Coz I don't know what to do if you do.
Even now you've treated me with a cold shoulder,
i can't think of anything, but you...
i noe that i've a test next week..but my mind's not here... i juz can't concentrate
i love you so much.. please don't leave me...NuZ
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
My love's b'dayThe sirloin steak,
the ribeye one.
medium rare?
nope, well done.
The breaded chicken,
sambal chili fish.
The chic baked rice,
the bbq half chic.
The ice creams,
the banana crumble.
The pan that we shared,
unforgetabble.
Your mum, your dad,
whole family was with us.
The things we shared over table,
and the first person i could trust.
The candle on the sundae,
the smile on your face.
The humming of the birthday song,
the love that we embraced.
The big plastic bag,
ripped open by the bdae gurl.
The look on your face,
priceless..just priceless.
I love you Jas
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Thursday, January 11, 2007
If it's a sin,
to be faithful.
Then I'd be condemned into hell,
coz I had stayed true.
I've loved you,
never have I felt this way.
I've never lied to you,
and I'm not saying just to make you stay.
Why is it dificult,
for you to trust?
I've never cheated on you,
the thought that never even crossed.
I love you so much,
but i have hurt you too.
Though the memories will last,
It won't be the same without you.
I've sworn upon my blood,
shed my tears for you.
That I've never fooled around,
and my love's only for you.
Now you're prepared to leave,
but i'm still begging you to stay.
I'd live my life in grief,
if you ever walk away
NuZ
I love you Jas...why dun u ever believe me?...
i have never ever cheated on you. why do you think such things??
till now, i've been waiting to get that one thing from you and you still have yet to gif it to mi fully.
i noe it is hard but can't you at least trust me for once? yes. i need your trust.
i need you to trust me that i've never fooled around. i've never done anything silly behind your back.
i've never been unfaithful to you.
why is it that girls complain when guys are unfaithful but when they found someone who really
devoted their love and trust on them, they dun trust em.
why? is it because i am the minority guys who remain faithful?? is it because they dun believe
that faithful guys exist anymore??
for God's sake, i love you and i have been true to you only!
even eating with my colleagues and friends make me feel guilty. i've never felt this way!
i love you..
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Am I your rain?
A little of me brings joy,
too much of me brings you pain..
Did I love you too much?
Did you not love it?
My love for you is never enough,
So please do not say that you wanted it dead.
I ruined your perfect days,
I ruined everything.
I hurt you in many ways,
I swear I didn't mean it..
I wish I could never see the world again.
Cos what's the use.
When I only brought you pain,
whenever you needed me the most.
I promise you my love,
I promise till I die.
That if I ever hurt you again,
you'll be free to fly...
But I'm not perfect,
I'll never be.
And it'll hurt me so bad,
that I'd rather see myself bleed.
I can swear by my soul,
that I will bleed.
Even when we grow old,
You'll always be a part of me...
I'm sorry my love, for hurting you..I hope things will work out for us..and we'll be as we were before....I'll work hard for that..
NuZ
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Friday, December 22, 2006
Yesterday night,
felt so long,
The night when i cried,
coz i was in the wrong.
Never did I realised,
I had given you my word.
And even tho everything's settled,
It was you I have hurt..
I'll remember this day,
Tho you told me to forget.
I'll never repeat the mistake,
It's a promise that I'll make...
I dun ever wanna lose you,
I dun wanna make you cry.
And if I ever intentionally do,
let me be struck by something and die..
Sayang...i'll make sure, that i'll never say things that i'd do for you when i may never be able to do. i wan things to work out better for us. I love you so much.
I dun mind myself being hurt, but seeing myself hurting you in one way or another, intentionally or not, is something i wanna work on. i wanna see u smile, hear your laughter, see you happy...
I juz Love You soo much....
NuZ
Friday, December 22, 2006
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
13th november,
a day that i wanna forget.
even tho it's 6 months we're together,
i had treated you bad.
u wanted to go,
but i begged you to stay.
i'm really sorry for what i do,
and let us start all over new.
u could no longer say u love me,
but i'm still saying i do.
promise me that you wun shed a tear,
when i die and leave you.
13 november 2006,
a day i wish i can forget.
a day i made a grave mistake,
and left you alone instead.
if you no longer luv me,
and if it's really true.
just promise me one thing,
that you wun ever cry, when i die and leave u...
NuZ...i hate myself...can someone kill me...hope the God takes away my life...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
Been a while since i updated..hee..anyways..few more weeks and i'm 5 months wif my beau...Jasz...
anyways..exam period is here...darnz...having my first paper the day after raya...arrgghh!!
Basket! Anyways..i juz returned from school before meeting this person for my latest buy.
A Jaguar E type Coupe..think it's a 1961 car...yeah..
oh..and my godsiz is getting married in a couple of yrs time..insyaAllah :) Finally!! hahahaha
Oh..my parents got for mi this display cabinet...niceee... 99bucks from Ikea...
Fianlly..a new home for my prized ones!!
Friday, September 29, 2006
A night at WOMAD
the light breeze..
the beat of the drums..
Couples dancing, children running
Juz me and you embracing...
A night at WOMAD
the bright lights..
oh and dim ones too..
the sound of Brazil, Korea and Jamaica..
the smile on you...
A night at WOMAD
a clear starless night
a clear moonless sky..
the look on your face..
is the best by far..
A night at WOMAD
a night to remember.
We'l be there again.
We'll be there next year.
Just me and you Jas...always together...
NuZ
Yesterdae went to the flea market again..then off mi and my luv went to far east to collect my clone troopers...she got herself a bag there as well..had lunch at our fav fast food chain..Burger King!! :P
anwyays..we walked all the way from orchard to city hall..hehehe.. tiring..but fun. oh, at taka, we found a toy car..that has the name Eunos on it. if it's pronounced as the mrt station..it's pronounced as my name!! soo..wat the heck..i got it for 12bucks coz of the sale..heehee
nice..
werking tomorrow morning..urrgh...
anyways..gotten myself 2 hamsters..named them chip and dale :)
Yesterday, i was at Kallang Stadium. Watched the curtain raiser Singapore veterans vs Selangor
veterans..and then the main event of S-league selection vs Selangor selection. The atmosphere,
though wasn't as exciting and electrifying as the good ol malaysia cup days, was great! Went with
Jazzy :P
Anyways...i was right in planning where to sit. At the stadium, never sit around teenagers. They
seem to be chaotic, but when it comes to soccer, they are as silent as a mouse..haha...luckily sat
around this group of family guys around the age of 30++ to 50++....they were reallie the mouth
of the kallang stadium. The good ol days of the malaysia cup was soon remembered. The
nostalgic curses, abuses...haha..it was great! Along with the traditional whistling and shoutings,
there were new things involved. Like the beating of the drums by woodlands fans, the
performance by the nigerian guys(are they nigerian??) and of coz, not to forget, the squeaking of
the cheerleaders.
but, nothing beats the ol times of the airhorn, the screaming, the shouting, the verbal abuse
from fans to players whenever chances were wasted or if they were playing blindly. haha...
and oh...how can i forget!! the kallang wave was revived!! :P
It was great!! Thanks jazz for being there too :)
oh, met my old fren adi there too..haha..
